I changed background of my blog. Now it suits to occasion.

The main picture shows mokonas ^^

I love them. I have two plush mokonas. One of them is smaller and white. It has red scarf and the string.
If you pull this then it starts to vibrate. I bought it at Piernikon two year ago.
My other mokona is black and bigger. It can be a tag for window cause it have a sucker. This one I bought one year ago at Piernikon too.
I'm an otaku a bit. I have a washer from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle, 3 posters from Chobits and Death Note, CLAMP's artbook, many mangas, many pins and those two mokonas.
I really regret that the Piernikon has ended and I will have to go to another city for conventions.
I'm searching for cat ears, mascots, pins, posters and everything.

Or maybe I should by it via Internet?

P.S. I will give photos later cause I don't have camera with me right now.

I was looking for pictures for Halloween and I finded this. I fell in love on the first sight.

Sorry I'm so busy and tired that I don't have time to write anything.

So I will start from the time I finished:

I went to the theatre and it was a disaster. It were 5 monologs and at each of them I was slowly falling asleep.

They weren't related to each other. I think that author didn't kow what to do or how to connect it and have showed it without ending it first. It was the first time when I was so disappointed and wanted to go home in the middle of it. It was a waste of time and money.

From yesterday night to today morning I was at the Halloween Party. It was awsome I would like to do it once again. It was in my sister friend's house. We were playing in Final Fantasy, Little Big Planet and many other, we were laughing at each other, we dressed up, we baked marshmallows over fire.
And I can't forget everyones hair styles and faces when they woke up this morning.

I just love things like that ^^

 
I'm more and more stressed about my trip to India. But everyonesattitude when they get to know about it is:

"Buy me ... as a souvenir"

Like that I have to buy: postcard or bookmark for my aunt, bracelets for my english teacher, few things for my friends from class and from all of my friends and or course something for my family. But what about souvenirs for me?

I want to buy for myself too. I don't know what to do...

This are my dilemmas for this days.

I'm sitting in school on my IT.
We are learning how to use Microsoft Word 2007.
I'm bored I think that I'd use this time a lot better at home.
I don't know if I will have time to write later so I'm writing now.
My mum saw yesterdays sweaters and said that she like it^^
I have a meeting about India today. I have the biggest role, I'm transacting an insurance for our group.

I'm going with friends at pizza. We will be celebrating Magda's birthday.
But it's a bit late cause her birthday was week ago.
Next I'm going to theatre you have to take some culture sometime.

The bell just ranged so I have to end.

I will try to write later...

On these days I have so much on my head that I don't have time to write at this blog.
I will be trying to save up so time to inform you about news but it will be hard.
I'm even tripping about my legs. I had done something with my hand cause it's violet and I'd have crash on the door to my room if on time I wouldn't saw it. I'm so tired that I'm sleeping on exams I'm like living zombie.
This India trip will give me some rest (I hope so).
I think that I will go sleep earlier tonight.
I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow.

I was searching through the Internet and saw this sweater.
I have been dreaming about it a hoodie with ears ^^

 

I'm sure that I will buy one of them but I don't know when.

P.S. Is's so cold. Temereture is below the 0 I'm wondering when it gona snow.

Mess in my life

I came back home three hours ago but I was so exhausted that only thing on my mind was:

Sitting at comfortable sofa, drinking something cold and stare at everything in front of me.

I wanted to show you my medal but I had small problem with camera and I couldn't do any pictures.

I will give pictures when I will have the nearest chance.

I have only one week before my flight to India. So my mind is at full speed and it can't sleep.

So I'm walking like zombie. I'm really nervous cause it's my first plane trip.

I think that all the tests I'll have at this five days I'll fail.

I can't concentrate at anything and additionaly I have to do presentation about my family.

I picked photos today and I will be doing it from now on.

I'm living out of the suitcase cause I have packed all my things ^^

I have such a mess in my room - the clothes, books, bags are lieing everywhere.

My mum is angry at me cause I don't know how to clean it.

I don't have any breaks for things I want to do:

Now I have to study after my journey I will have to learn too

I'm sick and tired of it...

but I know that it will be better.

I'm very excited now.

I have tennis competition and I want to give my best there.

I love playing tennis you can even say that this is my hobby.

I don't mind the weather however it's awful and gloomy.

I will meet there all my friends from two tennis camps.

I'm just too happy ^^

I have to pack my things, wear my costume and go there...
But I regret that my family can't or don't want to go with me.
I'd be very happy if they saw me playing.

So see you later

I was running throuth the Internet and saw this thing.

When I saw it I told myself that it'd be very useful for me.

I always has mess in my room especially on my desk. I have stack of books everywhere and I don't know what to do with it.

So I finded something ideal for me:

On the first look it seems only that this are book but when you open it there is a box. 

I just love it ^^ 

All my friends when come to me are telling me sth like that:

You read all this books?

And now I can make my collection of books even bigger :)

Yesterday the 16th Chopin Piano Competition has ended.
We know the laureates:

1. Yulianna Avdeeva

2. Lukas Geniusas

2. Ingolf Wunder

3. Daniil Trifonov

4. Evgeni Bozhanov

5. Francois Dumont

6. didn't grant

I regret that I couldn't come to see this on live :(

Because I won copetition about life and creativity of Chopin and I'm playing on the piano so it would have really helped me with my work.

I love the sound of the classical instruments. 

They are relly clear and "bright".

When you woke up and see that gloomy weather of mine then you don't want to go out from your home.
But you have to...

school is waiting.

Fortunately I'm finishing one hour earlier cause we don't have PO.
Our teacher is in mountains with our professor of geography.

I just miss the vacations atmophere. This sunny and hot weather, doing nothing at all and meeting with friends all the time like for ice-cream, on a pizza or just to go to town.
Now you don't know if it will be raining and would it catch you when you wouldn't have nowhere to hide.

So it's awful.

Today I will give some more of the pictures from Croatia.

It's all for now cause I have to go to school.

I can't be late ^^

Weather

It's October and this is calendar autumn.
When you hear it you are thinking something like that:

Leafs are red and yellow, the sky is orange and the temperature is average.

It sometimes rains and I love this atmosphere.

But in reality you look from the window and see snow and rain, the temerature is low and trees don't have leafs.

It's gloomy and you feel depressed.

I hate that weather. I don't know what to wear. 

"Do I have to wear a wellingtons or maybe I should wear a boots?"

At times like this I like to look at photos from my holidays. In the photographs there always is nice and sunny weather.
If you don't believe me than look at those pictures from my holidays in Croatia:

I want to go back there.

I was there 2 yrs ago and now I look different than this.

Today I didn't go to school cause the prinipal decided to change our plan for today.
We'd have only 3 hours which would be two english lessons and biology.
So it's not worth to go.
Besides I'm so tired from yesterday that I could sleep for 20 hours.

Yesterday I was out from 6:30 a.m. to 9:30 p.m.

I didn't have much time to do my homework 

and when I came back I sat on sofa and 

slept while sitting with my eyes open ^^

But unfortunately school changed my habits so I woke up at 8:30 a.m. today.

And I felt desire to sew.

I made a vest. I think that it looks ok but I forgot to leave a hole for arm so I had to rip it.

I'm so looking forward to my trip to India. I will be able to sleep enough and get some rest.

Tests

I wrote something like that when I was taking and exam today:

I have ten more minutes to write a test.
I was thinking that I had only one lesson hour but it look like I have two.
When the bell rang I was so afraid that I won't do it on time
and I had done all of this questions at 10 minutes break.
Then the second lesson started and I'm waiting when she will
tell us to put our pens down and that the time has left.
But she is sitting and sitting behind her desk and maybe playing computer games^^

I hate tests but I know that if there weren't any of them
I'd just slack off and do nothing at all.

I'm invited to halloween party ;3

In my country we don't have sush event but all teens really like it so we celebrate it by ourselves.
Me and my sister are going to dress up like gothic lolitas or maybe opposites like angel and devil.
Cause our personalities are different...

I gave a present to Magda and she was so amused and happy that I felt warmly.
I'm so happy that it worked up ^^

English

I go to extra english lessons for about 6 yrs.

Thanks to them I know english well. Many of my classmates have big problems with talking in english.

I really like my lessons I feel there at ease and I can meet with friends cause our group is the same for all this time.

Now I prepare myself to FCE exam.

I don't think it's so difficult but I have to train my english cause I have tendencies to forgetting things.

Today I didn't have time to do my work so I'm afraid that I won't meet with my dead line.

And tomorrow I have a test from polish and history. 

The worst subjects ever.

I hate them ><

Birthday

My friend have a birthday tomorrow so I decided to go and buy her a gift.

We were searching, searching and searching.....

....for about 15 minutes ^^

Her surname is connected with cats so our gift looked like that:

 

When we went into shop we just fell in love with this cat,

his blue, round eyes,

his fur

and heart shaped below the paw.

And we chose a keyring with insription "small monster". 

It really suis her:)

I have my english lessons so see you soon.

Grandpa birthday

I came back from my grandpa birthday party :D

All sundays we spent with our all family. 

If it's special occasion then we are going to restaurant or meeting in my home and celebrating it.

There are always a lot of food and my stomach hurts when I'm coming back but all grannies are like that.

We don't do anything special like dancing or things like that so I'm taking my book with me and reading it.

But today I was really nervous cause my dead line to finish my art work is thursday and tommorow and at tuesday I don't have time to do it.
So I wanted to come back really quickly.
But it's imposible and we were there about 5 hours.

My precious five hours -_- I'm going to cry.

My back is killing me I want to finish it and have it out of my mind!

I will tell more tommorow now I'm going to kill myself...

I'm painting all day long and all I did is half of my work.

I'm tired and my back is killing me. I'm sitting in front of easel and doing small lines.

I start thinking about myself as masochist ^^

When I'm painting I have big mess in my room cause I don't have much time to clear it.

I have art corner in my room and it look like that:

I was doing sunset so the colours are white, blue and yellow.
Before I paint I always do sketch so I have to have a pencil and eraser next to me.
I will show you my painting when I will finish it.

Unfurnately I don't have much time today so I will have to burn the midnight oil.

Today I was in town and I gone schopping.

It's one of my fave thing to do ^^

I bought myself a slippers (they are very warm and comfortable)

 

 And they weren't so expensive. They somehow look like EMU ^^

I always wanted to have emu but I don't have one :(

Tommorow I'm going to my grandparents cause my granpa have a birthday.

I was looking for present for him (I bougth a lot of sweets and flower-my grandparent love plants)

Their house like like greenhouse or flower shop.

Then we gone to supermarket to buy ingredients for birthday cake and we get "gogo's".

They look like that:

I just fall in love with them :3

Sorry

Sorry,
I wanted to write something yesterday but I was so tired that I fall asleep.
So today I will show you my grip:

It's my favourite colour - ice blue. And there are shapes of tennis balls on it.

I just love it ^^

At fridays I have my training with Peter. When we first met I didn't like him. 

For me he was egoistic and self-centered but now I really enjoy our lessons.

We always are laughing at each other mistakes.

I'm going there with my friend Agnieś (I call her that).

We are really close with each other. We know all our secrets.

We have different personalities but it's good. 

I think because of that reason we like each other so much.

I can't wait to my next tennis lesson. 

I want to seize my racket and have a match between me and Agnieś.

I was in hairdresser today. I had to cut my hair before my trip to India.

I would like to have something which I could update my blog diary and upload the pictures.

I told you that I will be painting but it took me some time before I founded right poem.

Before that I started to play with my art eraser and did sth like that:

 I like it and when I'm looking at it I become hungry ^^

I will write something late cause I have tennis

Art

Today I had free day from school. And all of it I spent on increasing my creativity.
Tomorrow I will do it too but at different sphere.

I'm learning how to sew. It's very cool and my hands just want to do it by themselves.

But tomorrow I'll be painting. It's my second favourite thing to do in my free time.

I have to do paitning for the competition that I won when I was smaller.

I would do it earlier if I had chosen poem that suits me.

When I will do something that I'd like then I will show ^^

All this things are very tiring but I have some time to rest so I'm not going to stop.

Happy Day

When I was at school I find out that I don't have to go to school on friday.

So I have long weekend (4 days). 

I'm so happy. 

And when I will be in India I'll miss one of the exam from my polish lessons and I don't have to write it even later.

I'm just over the moon.

My sister came to my school today. She met with my friends and she couldn't remember them at all :D
We were returning together. But I'd tennis lessons today so she had to wait at me to start talking about all her today experiences .

 They are smiling to me ^^

Tuesday

I hate being a firstyear. You always are reapeating what you have done before.

Maybe I don't have to come to school if all of it I done in gymnasium?

So I'm happy that I'm going to India. I don't mind missing few lessons.

I'm going there with one of my classmates and few people from my school.

We are dividing this school exchange with another school but from Warsaw.

I will have more friends ^^

At school at times like this I'm  recalling memories from my vacations or I'm imaginating what I will be doing tommorow or next Saturday.

I filled  in the appliance for visa. They ask so many stupid questions like 

"Do someone from your family have a citizenship of Pakistan?"

I have to fill in one more paper about insurance.

I hate paper work ><

I'm always stressed that I'd write sth wrong and I'll have to do it once again.

School

I came back from school. I know that it's late hour but what I can do?

I had a meeting about exchange with India. 

I'm looking forward to it and I'm so excited that I cannot sleep.

Today I have an English lesson at 7:00
I'm tired and all I can think about is going to bed and rest.
I'm looking through the window and there is so dark and black that I don't want to go.

The only things that are cherishing me are those photos:

 This seal is smiling ^^

They are photos from my trip from France.

I love animals they are so cute and they can always make you smile :)

Busy Sunday

I just came back home. I don't have much time for myself at the weekends.

But I spend them with my all family so I'm happy. 

My mom had a birthday today so we were celebrating it.

We gone to restaurant and we will give her glasses.

In the end I didn't go to fund-raising cause I don't want to ruin my opinion about other people.

Today is "Bones" and I'm looking forward to it.

So it's all for today. Tomorrow I have school again ;3

VMA 2010

I just watched photos from the red carpet at the MTV Music Awards in Los Angeles.
I like the most Katy Perry dress. I love her hair. They are so fluffy and the colour is awsome.
When I was youger I wanted to have my hair like that.

 

I'm wondering how would I look in this dress? 

Fund-rising

I woke up early today cause the school is changing my habits.

So it was about 8 or 8:30. For me it's school hour and it's too early.

I gone to fund-raising and I know now wy all world is saying that people are egoists and materialists.

It was awful experience. I'm thinking if I should go tomorrow too or not.

I met really nice people and I built my self-confidence a bit more so it had it's positive sides too.

I have a new grip but I will show you when I will put it on hand of my racket.

It's blue and have ball shapes on it ^-^

After I came back home I drinked caffe and ate donut.

 

It's yummy (from my favourite cake shop)^*

I have to do my homework and housework.

Like cleaning my room -> I have artistic mess :P

"Waiting for the end"

I think that this pictures are awsome.

They are from clip that is promoting Linkin Park new video "Waiting for the end". 

Here you got all photos

I love this song and I have listened to her many times and I think that I will do this at least twice this evening.

I'm after my training and I learned that I shouldn't eat few minutes before training the hard way. 

I'm feeling horrible right now and I can only think about drinking hot tea or mint and sleeping.

I'm going to old city tomorrow to collect money for charity for loans for poor students.

My sister is going with me cause she had to buy some plastic things like pastels and pencils.

And I will buy a grip to my racket :)

I just came back from school.

I had a test on my last lesson and I got the best mark - 6.

I have tennis training today. I love playing tennis. I regret that I didn't watch the US Open final match.

 

So see you later ^^

Friday is so cool

On fridays,
I must go to school and I have boring lessons like PO (it's about safety of the country and use of weapon).
But I have a Latin lesson which I really like so it's not so bad.
At school I can meet with my friends and we laugh a lot and we're talking about many things

I just miss them so much ><

On my breakfast I ate an apple cake

It's delicious so I must refrain from eating it cause if I will eat too much than it can be bad for my health.

Family evenings

I just watched "Dr. House" with all my family. 

It's one of my favourite series. I love his sense of humor.

Members of my family are always busy with work so I love the time which we can spend together like this.

We also eat a cake. Today it was apple cake. I love sweet things ^^