I think I know now why people have suicidal thoughts, why they are depressed.
I think I'm experiencing it now. Today is saturday day free from school and why I'm not happy?
Cause all this week I was waiting for whis weekend to come - I wanted to relax and rest, but my mom make an appointment with hairstylist to cut my hair (only fringe) at 8:00 - I had to woke up at 7:30, I'm living zombie or I will be if the things are going to be like that. After it my dad is having a ceremony of getting a doctor's degree. I have to cheer him and make photos of it. It's my free day, please have a mercy on me. I want to cry and I even cry cause there is nothing more I can do in my state. When I'm depressed I have a song that cheer me on:
One Republic Marchin on
I'll write when I come back (problably). I want to get my saturday back.
Only one thing is makin me happy that today I'm meeting with friends at film night. I can't wait.
